Monday, October 16, 2006
Mood
I had several things I was supposed to do tonight, but I figured that since I didn't do much that I was supposed to do during the day, I might as well stick with the trend and ignore my evening obligations, as well. I'm not sure what's going on with me, but somehow I am simply "not in the mood;" I'm not in the mood to eat, not in the mood to hang out with friends, not in the mood to go to the theatre (!!), not in the mood to watch TV, not even in the mood to just sit on my ass. I didn't know what I wanted to do tonight, but I knew none of the above would suffice, so I went to a movie ("The Departed") and while I thought the movie was fantastic--really good--I was fidgeting the whole time: twirling my hair, moving in my seat, searching in my handbag, blowing bubbles with my gum... I couldn't settle down. And now I'm home and it's late enough that I could just go to bed, but, surprise, I'm not in the mood for that either. I don't know what's going on, but I sure hope this phase passes quickly and tomorrow brings a more productive day because this is seriously out of character for me, and I don't like it; not one bit.
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